4 weeks to go and I am miserable. Since I had my daughter, I'm no longer a single mother. Blessed to have the BD in my life for my son (who has also been the only father figure to my daughter since she's 7 months) and I have a safe home and the BD/boyfriend and I have been together since June of 16....

But I'm so alone in this pregnancy. He travels a ton for work but when he's home, he's detached. He doesn't get involved or show any emotion about ANYTHING. Not shopping for our son, planning outtings with Aurora. Nothing. He just hands over money and thinks it's enough.

I've had to basically turn his 3 bedroom bachelor pad into a home safe and fit for kids and if he does half a days work, he thinks it's enough. Meanwhile, I'm suffering with Sciatica really bad, constantly depressed, taking care of Aurora, all while keeping house and trying to prepare for our son.

Sigh... I'm miserable and I shouldn't be.