Sitting here on a Friday night thinking about how i am going to do this. In a few weeks i start a full-time job with 40+hours and its graveyard. Also First time ever working graveyard and i haven't worked in the past 10 months also starting school in 3 months. And in 2-3 months my baby boy is having lung surgery. And changing my life style to a vegan so my son can have a healthy life as he can with his health problem. To know his biological dad is just sitting on ass not doing anything and dont have to change his life hurts me and it hurts me looking at my son knowing his dad wanted to abort when we found out about his health problem when i was pregnant. But at the same time looking at him brings me so much joy in my life and he has brought my family even closer and brought back some old friends into my life. I know the next months years will be hard but at the end everything is worth it. And knowing the house he living in will be his home forever because my mom is the best and giving to me is one less thing to worry about. one day he will have someone who he can call dad and be the true definition of a dad to him. Need somewhere to let out my feelings.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
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Am I wrong for telling my Bd that because we not Married my baby don't have to have his last name? He really got mad and told me I was project n ignorant. Crazy part is I was thinking about giving my baby his middle and last name
Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀️
Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...
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