I broke up with my kids father earlier this week. I have mixed emotions about it. I miss him but not the shit I had to deal with. I have been doing okay tho like I'm not crying my heart doesn't hurt. I go to sleep at peace and wake up at peace. And that feels so good. I know I don't need him. And I only miss him because that's what I've known for years now is us. But I'm truly blessed, I have been receiving help left and right. I know my kids will have a wonderful Christmas because I signed up for the angel tree and they receive child support now so I'm gone make sure I do my best to see they good.

Just letting my feelings out.