So I woke up just a little bit ago to pee (as I do it seems every 30 minutes) and somehow my mind…

So I woke up just a little bit ago to pee (as I do it seems every 30 minutes) and somehow my mind found it's way to my child's father and now I can't sleep cause I'm feeling salty and thinking about everything he and his mother have done to me for some self confirmation that refusing to have him on the birth certificate until a court deems I have to and gives a legal time to see the baby is the right decision. I still believe it is. You don't get to deny knowing I'm pregnant and being the father just because I finally had the guts to tell your fiance you cheated. You don't get to tell me that even your friends stooped as far as to say THEY would apologize to ME if you turned out to be the father because they think I'm some crazy whore. You don't get to be excited about being daddy when I tell you I'm pregnant and then deny it when I get mad about finding out you never broke up with you fiance like you told me you did. You don't get to demand a paternity test just because you got called out and still expect me to have any sort of respect for you. And as far as his mother you don't get to threaten to report me for doing drugs and drinking while pregnant (absolutely do not could not) and try to make the whole thing my fault before you even hear a single word of my story. You don't get to even suggest that the baby have your son's last name because guess what, no, it's not "the right thing to do". You also should not be lying about the due daote to your friends and family just to make it look like your son isn't the cheating liar he is. Pretty soon I will leave a comment on that post correcting her cause she knows. This baby is due in march not April. Sorry this is a long as rant I'm just super salty and I can't sleep. 😡 I may need some confirmation that I'm not being a horrible person for not allowing him at the birth or on the birth certificate until legal action is taken. Mainly because I definitely feel threatened by them and it I let him on the birth certificate with no custody agreement in place he could take my baby and never give him back. And I'm aware I don't know that they would actually do that but under the circumstances I don't know that they wouldn't so it's not happening.