Been ttc AGAIN for 15 months now. Haven't been doing anything extra since this is my 4th rodeo! I…

Been ttc AGAIN for 15 months now. Haven't been doing anything extra since this is my 4th rodeo! I naturally already know when I am ovulating without even calculating anymore. I have had one birth then when she turned 5 started trying again and had 2 miscarriages within 4 years! Were working on 5 years now and still no baby to show for. 😢 I'm in my 2WW now and just patiently waiting. I haven't lost hope but I am starting to wonder if it's ever going to happen. And then If/when I do finally get pregnant again will it make it? I always wanted at least 3-4 children. I am already 26 and my only daughter is now in Heaven. So now I am a very sad and lonely mommy. I could really use a sweet loving baby. But if it's going to take me this long I am running out of time. (For those who don't know my daughter had heart problems)💔 #sorry #stilltrying #nobabyyet #update