It's really shitty that my husband and his immature friends decided to turn my damn house into a fecking frat house while I was gone having a baby, so now I get to be back at home by myself taking care of two babies while my husband is away on a long work trip. Not only that, but guess who had to clean up my house that they pretty much destroyed? All while dealing with ppd. Feel like I'm losing my mind.
@dashtikalin oh hell no! That shit would piss me off
I woulf be having his ass coming home to clean
I wouldn't touch it! Beer cans are fucking nasty and spit bottlea? Oh my fuck i would lose my shit
Idk, maybe I'm over exaggerating when I say "destroy." Like it was a huge mess. Shit everywhere, the edge of my carpet torn a little on one edge, dirty and clean clothes mixed together on my bedroom for to the point where I genuinely can't see the carpet anywhere and almost kill myself while holding my new baby just because I tried to walk to my bed, a dick drawn with a fimger on my window, glasses and beer cans stacked everywhere, foul smelling dishes in the sink, nasty dip cans and spit bottles, etc. And to think he complained that i left the blender in the sink for him to clean when I left lmao.
@caseysmommy92 he was there for the birth, but only could be there 2 weeks bc of work. He's military, so it can be hard for him to get off. But I was actually gone for 2 months, so the rest of the time he was at home by himself, he was acting like an immature asshole and was apparently destroying the house with his friends.
Wait yur husband wasnt by yur side when u were having his child but instead having party's with his friends? What the actual fuck
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@caseysmommy92 I'm probably still so pissed about it because I keep things bottled up. The house is almost clean now (a month later) but ppd is unexpectedly kicking in and I found a dip can in my sofa today, which made me pissed all over again haha.