Honestly I didn't grow up on very healthy food and I'm not use to healthy food. It doesn't taste good... But I want my child to eat healthier then what I did. But I can't seem to transcend into a healthy diet. And it honestly pissing me off. Now more then ever because I don't have a proper stove or oven. I have a heating plate and now a toaster oven but hardly any room to cook. And I get home at like 5:30 and don't want to cook for 2 hours. Since we have only ONE heating plate. Its kinda depressing. Also... My fiance constantly brings up post pardum depression... Thinking ill get it since I already have depression.. And I know he is trying to prepare me... But at the same time he is scaring me and making me nervous and frightened... Making me think I'm going to hurt my baby... And its literally putting me in a deeper depression... And I'm constantly wondering if I'm ready or thinking oh no I'm not ready... And I'm doubting myself...