when you have a child if your married, engaged, just dating, or a single mother its going to be hard. Bareing a child for a woman is one of the hardest, but most rewarding things in life you can ever receive. Its a gift from God that he made ever woman to do, but by hoice if they want to. Yes, I am now a mother of 2 beautiful children. i have gave birth with an epidural to a handsome boy and birth to a beautiful girl just 3 days ago completely natural the way God wanted and made women to do. Both were painful, but i wanted to experience them. I didnt just choose to have my daughter naturally it was what i had to do. Im also a rainbow mom to twins who would be 5 this year coming in November. Every thing that happens to you in life God does not plan or wanted it to happen to you, but sometimes things go the way they do for you to enjoy other things even more. Like me, they were a boy and girl. I now have a boy and girl. Yes i blamed God for that happening, but i asked himfor forgiveness because i know it wasnt his fault. If ANY of you mothers on here or women trying to conceive want to talk i am here. i am very open and love to help if i can.