Was sooo excited when i saw a faint line now kinda bummed 😔hopefully I get a bfp soon
@t3mp3rz88 Just emotional at certain times. Especially when I see things that make me think about him.
@t3mp3rz88 Aww that's a beautiful name and thank you.. how have you been holding up?.
@t3mp3rz88 Aww 😔 what did you name him?. We named our son Amir Antonio Nelson
@t3mp3rz88 thanks hun and I'm sorry for your losses as well.. Was the baby a boy or girl that you lost when you were almost 5 months?.
@shay2beautiful aww im sorry to hear about your losses i lost my first one at almost 5 months along and this last one was about 5 weeks
@t3mp3rz88 you're welcome and trust me hun. I know everything of what you're going through. I've had 2 miscarriages as well. First one I was 6weeks and 5 days and second one I was exactly 17 weeks
@shay2beautiful thank u mama i know just haven't told anyone and need ppl to talk to maybe one day ill get a strong bfp and get to have healthy baby im scared since i have had 2 miscarriages
I'm sorry hun I wasn't trying to make you feel down or anything like that. I just wanted to inform you. I hope you do get your positive test though and have a healthy happy little baby!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@shay2beautiful yea like their lil outfits