On Saturday my mom is coming to pick up my son to take him to Reno to see my dad . They are going to go to an air race and circus circus . This will be the longest he's ever been away from me and he is going to be 3 in February. I've been so sick lately throwing up everyday all day it seems like . That's why I'm not going . My son is with me 24/7 and I feel like I'm just physically and mentally drained . I feel like I need a break 😥 and to even say I need a break from the person that I live for makes me feel like a shitty mom. My sister says I should enjoy the alone time while knowing my baby is in good hands and having a blast but I just feel bad :(