When you are filling out a request to put your student loans on hold. A moment of depression with a…

When you are filling out a request to put your student loans on hold. A moment of depression with a dark cloud sits on you as I reflect on the past. And how hopeful I was and excited. Then I see all the damn money I have to pay back! Damn! Damn! Damn! What the F the school counselors put into my head about college and not being able to be anybody without it!