Ladies I am lost. I have been with my man since highschool (5 years) he never calls me beautiful. The only time he did was when he was high. Which he stopped because I told him he wouldn't be able to see the kids anymore if he smoked because it's illegal I always compliment him. His compliments are smacking, pinching my butt and saying it looks good. He is very rude. The other day I was running around with both kids also cleaning the house. When I turned on the bath to bathe my daughter he said "Are you taking a bath, I'm only asking because you stink" It hurt me so bad. He tells me I do nothing for our house and that it's not mine because I don't pay rent. He nevet helps me with our kids and lately he's been leaving bed in the middle of the night and sleeping down stairs. He is so nice to every one but with me he is always grumpy. I am so done. I want to move out but I have no job and no friends or family I can stay with. I am so stressed. Plus I have school to do I am so behind, all I need if a few hours on the computer each day but I can't do that because he doesn't take them off my hands. I stay up crying, my sleep schedule is all messed up. What do I do?

Sorry for such a long post. I have been needing to vent.