~~~~Venting- Aimed entirely at the man I call my husband and father of my children. ~~~~

~~~~Venting- Aimed entirely at the man I call my husband and father of my children. ~~~~

So asshole took the kids to the park with his brother, nephew and brothers dog, comes back drops of Alex, who is our almost 15 month old son, and leaves again with our 4 year old daughter, leaves, dog and nephew behind and goes back to the park with Lyla. Keep in mind that I have just given birth via cesarean section and had a tubal done, so I really shouldn't be doing anything really. Since we have brought Taylor home, our 1 1/2 week old daughter, I have cleaned, picked up after Lyla and Alex, Cooked, picked them both up because they needed to be comforted, packed, moved away from Florida, still moving just stopped along the way to visit his brother, I don't remember the last time I showered, changed or slept, I don't have help and get told I'm taking Lyla back to the park so I can run around with her. Ok, who's watching Alex?, you are! Excuse me? How? I wanted to shower., I guess I'm not showering today either?, also in this past week, I have ripped open twice, gone to the doctors office get told to take it easy or I will be put on strict bed rest because I'm doing way to much and he needs to help. Which he is not. By all means take them to the park, be a father and a great dad, but take them both. I still have tape stuck to my body from ivs, the catheter, bandages, I still have stitches in. I still have incision pain. I'm out of pain meds and still in a lot of pain, I get told I'm faking it because I have to take care of shit that he won't do, so I have to do my chores. It's not fair! I am still very emotional and I always get told I am just being a big baby.

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~~~~Vent over... Maybe I can get some ice cream...~~~~