Yesterday I had a great opportunity to start a new job at amazon, they told us at orientation not to bring anything because we weren't allowed to take anything on the floor, so I left everything at home. Wallet, phone, everything. Well I get there and they tell me I need my ID... which is in my wallet, at home. I couldn't start work because I didn't have it, so I was so upset I started crying and all these people were just staring at me and I was already really stressed out about starting because of my anxiety and so I had a really bad attack... well they told me to go get my ID and come back, but when I got home I was still so upset and nerve wracked that I just couldn't go back and now that it's the next day I realize I missed such a great opportunity and just feel like the biggest failure ever... sorry for the rant...
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I'm so upset my husband just informed me, that my 16 yr. Old daughter told him while I was gone that I was a bad Mom with too many kids, that I was dumb because I dropped out of school, that she wanted to part in meeting her new sister in December. I'm so broken and don't know what to do!
Call today and see if you can go back! Just tell them you were really nervous and you'd like a second chance! You can do it!