I swear if I ain't in actual labor, it will be happening soon. Yhe cramping and pain and tingling in mh cervix and lower back pain are awful.
It is completely illegal to do, but last time I went to our hospital for something to do with OB issues, they refused to see me because "you are not a patient of our affiliated OB's so you won't be seen."
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
It is illegal for any hospital to deny a pregnant woman of care. Even if they don't deliver babies there. I would definitely go in.