I've been diagnosed with PPD. Before baby I've been battling bipolar disorder, anxiety, depression, and bipolar depression. Some days are ok. Some days are great. And some days I spend the entire day in the living room staring into space. Only functioning when my baby needs me to and then becoming painfully catatonic when she doesn't. I adore being a mom. But its also killing me. I'm on meds, tried therapy. There's got to be something else, ANYTHING ELSE, I can do to not feel like a random piece of shit almost everyday. If anyone has ANY ideas or suggestions, no mattet how bizarre, throw them out there. I need to be better for my baby. I can't handle this much longer.
I'm sure this has been suggested, but exercising and a mommy and me group. For some people it's getting out of the house that helps, maybe switching the meds you are on as well, keep a journal and just be as honest as you can when you go to therapy with your journal.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

#momlifegroups
Moms,
Our new group this week is:
Cooking Moms | @alaina.marie
Tag the mom who's the Admin in the comments to be added to the group! 💕
Send us a message if you would like your group added next week, or if you are the Admin of a group and you have changed your username. ☺
Here's the whole list:
Group Name | Admin
Postpartum Depression | @Heera
Fitness/weight loss | @jgruenwald
Miscarriage and Loss | @bri92
Couponing | @aydans.mommy
DIY | @mrs.mommy.loza
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#momlifegroups
Hey Moms,
Here is the full list of groups! Please tag the admin in the comments below to be added. Thank you to all the moms leading these groups.
Group Name Admin
Postpartum Depression @Heera
Fitness/weight loss @jgruenwald
Miscarriage and Loss @bri92
Couponing @aydans.mommy
NICU @scottiesmommy
Domestic Violence @smilingwithmyawesome4kids
Kids with special needs @smilingwithmyawesome4kids
Car sear safety @santistevanmommie
Babywea...
the amount of women who are clueless about their own anatomy is so sad and shocking. a lot of the women are older than me and have more children then I do 😳
now I understand that everyone has their own opinion on the topic and grown adults can do whatever they want with their bodies but to deny facts and make up false statements about your own anatomy when it comes to your unborn child is just so disappointing.
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so yes ima go hard in the comments bec...
I'm so sorry! Do you have anyone that you can lean on so you can take a break?