My partner and I talked everything out today and we're going to try to work on things, but we also agreed that if things don't seem to be working out that we will separate. I'm hoping for the best, but I'm also at peace with whatever outcome comes from this. In his view if we don't make if work we "failed" our son, but in my eyes we would be doing something good for him; it's better than him watching us fight everyday and transferring that energy on to him. Let's see what happens. One day at a time.
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...

I'm back home from the hospital. It was a really long and hard weekend.I had my sweet baby boy. These are some of his things they gave him. That's the little hat they put on him and the little blanket they wrapped him up in. They also gave us the bear and keepsake box for his things.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
What's annoying you at the moment??
Girls who blatantly claim, "I'm gonna use my looks to my advantage" really annoy me, and people who post political things on social media, also annoys me!
Worst day ever, come to find out the father of my child was talking to another girl behind my back telling her that we wasn't together and the only thing we had together was a baby. Like he is living with me and all... I suffer from bad depression and anxiety and I stopped taking my meds when I found out I was pregnant. And now I'm freaking out, I'm hurt, I'm embarrassed and I don't know what to do.
It does more damage staying together and being miserable
If it all doesn't work out and you separate, it better to do it now rather than later so it will be his "normal"