Less than 2 weeks postpartum and I swear I'm falling apart. My baby won't nurse, won't latch at all no matter what I do, so I spend my life attached to a pump and I'm really feeling like a failure. My scalp itches SO badly I can't sleep at night.... This happened last pregnancy too and I have no idea why or how to make it stop, I've already scratched a raw spot on one side in my sleep. Ppd is kicking up despite my antidepressants that I started immediately after giving birth and my anxiety is through the roof. I have mastitis and my right boob is horribly red and swollen. Oh and I'm pretty sure I have a vaginal prolapse judging by the weird feeling, incontinence and what I saw in the mirror, but I can't get in to my ob till Friday. I'm so stressed out. I love babies, I want all the babies, but my body just falls apart more and more each pregnancy. Sorry just really need to vent, I'm so freaking exhausted and stressed out right now.