The postpartum depression is real,

I've been at my mother in laws since my birthday cause I can't deal with being at my house. I hate how my family is always negative and talking shit about whatever they can, telling me that if my boyfriend doesn't have a apartment for us by November then hes not allowed over anymore and treating him like shit when he does come over. Telling me how I messed up my life and how stupid I am. I am so depressed when I am there, I just want away. I already struggle with depression & they know this, it's like they're trying to push me over the edge.

I seriously regret not moving in here instead.