This might be a trigger warning .Laying here in the triage room at the hospital getting little man monitored. no there's nothing wrong I have to do this once a week because I lost my first son and I've been laying here thinking about him when he passed. I never looked at him I never helped him because that's not how I want to remember him but, part of me wants to go down to medical record and get the pictures of him that's a little CD and keep i going back and forth if I should or shouldn't I have no idea what to do I want to see what he looked like but I don't know if I can handle it. It's been almost a year since his passing.
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It will be okay I no you gone get to see your baby don't worry tell your kid all about it when she or he gets older
@missmama92 I know what you're actually I'll get the video today and want to look at it immediately it will be torture and thank you
If you want to do it but only if your gonna be okay enough to do it. Don't torture nor pressure yourself hun. And I'm sorry for your lost 👼
I was not ready and that's ok