This might be a trigger warning .Laying here in the triage room at the hospital getting little man monitored. no there's nothing wrong I have to do this once a week because I lost my first son and I've been laying here thinking about him when he passed. I never looked at him I never helped him because that's not how I want to remember him but, part of me wants to go down to medical record and get the pictures of him that's a little CD and keep i going back and forth if I should or shouldn't I have no idea what to do I want to see what he looked like but I don't know if I can handle it. It's been almost a year since his passing.
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It will be okay I no you gone get to see your baby don't worry tell your kid all about it when she or he gets older
@missmama92 I know what you're actually I'll get the video today and want to look at it immediately it will be torture and thank you
@chelli your very right i know
If you want to do it but only if your gonna be okay enough to do it. Don't torture nor pressure yourself hun. And I'm sorry for your lost 👼
I was not ready and that's ok