It's official. I called a dr to make an appointment. I'm sure I have postpartum depression because my daughter thinks I hate her and she can't do anything right and I thought about how I would kill myself today.......
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Breath. A lot of us has been there. Take one day at a time and remind your daughter every moment you get that you don't hate her and she does her very best and that's all that matters.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I hope everything turns around for you. Our children go through phases like this. My son is 13 and thinks all of us here dont want him. Thats not it at all. And your children need you momma. Its never as bad as our minds tell us it is. Take care of yourself and im hoping you get the help you need. Youre important and loved. ❤