Idk where else to vent without my husband or his family seeing so I'm hopefully safe on here. So this past week was my fertility week. Day one we baby danced and promised me we would every day of fertility week. So the following days after that however he lied. He kept making up stuff or using something to get out of it. He has used his family in Florida as the main reason and his grandpa who's sick. I understand that your worried about your family in Florida I am too! I am constantly checking the weather channel and texting his cousin and I'm also worried about his grandpa and hopes he gets better. I know life and family issues happen but I feel like I get pushed to the end of the line when something happens. So while he told me tonight that he didn't wanna cuddle because he was worried about Florida I came to bed alone again crying because I feel like he doesn't understand how badly I want to cuddle and do other things with him and feel him in bed with me. He hasn't slept in bed with me since June..... JUNE LADIES!!!! I don't know how much more I can take I feel like I'm slowly losing my grip and I feel like if I disappear or something happened to me that's one less thing for my husband to worry about since he don't have time for me anymore. I'm just real sad and lonely. Goodnight ladies.