🚨 Rant warning 🚨
So I've been super self conscious lately because I've gained 45 lbs with my pregnancy. My fiance knows this but I don't think he understands the depth of it...like, I feel depressed about it almost. And I feel like when I want to cuddle or something and he avoids me, maybe it's because of my weight gain. He says it's not but I can't help but point to the obvious. I feel like we're drifting apart because I'm so insecure about myself that I'm pushing him away and in return, he's pushing me away...idk but I am not too excited for the postpartum depression that is headed my way.