Sometimes I Feel So Bad .. I Understand The Man Is Suppose To Be The Head of The Family But Is It…

Sometimes I Feel So Bad ..

I Understand The Man Is Suppose To Be The Head of The Family But Is It Wrong To Want To Do More??

For Example..

My Bf and I Just Bought A House.

I work part time in retail. I get paid Bi-Weekly and my check really only pays enough for our sons daycare!

My bf works full time as a diesel mechanic and just got a part time job at a convenience store on his off days. He also works on cars on the side for extra money.

I'm usually just caring for our son..

I can't cook.. it's not that I don't try but majority of the time my bf gets off and comes home and cooks for us but I'm scared of failure. I want the food to be edible and not burnt 🙄 and he just pushes me to the side and wants to do it instead of us messing up food n stuff.

Idk I want to be that gf (one day wife) that can provide for herself instead of having to ask for this n that. I want to be able to help out rather than just keeping the house clean. I want to have dinner ready when he makes it home from work. Idk am I crazy for letting this bother me? He says it's okay he's got us but why do it alone?? 😓