Heading to sleep soon... finally. She refuses to stay asleep in her bed, but it's ok. For now. As long as she sleeps. Well, sleeps long enough for me to get some sleep.

I swear my fiancé is useless! He's usually asleep way before I am. In top of the fact that I do mostly everything for Melody. *Sigh* I seriously had the beginning of a headache about half a hour ago, just thinking about how useless he's been! I tell him to wake up and watch her while I go to the bathroom (tinkle, wash up, etc,) and what the hell happens? I come in the room and he's frickin' asleep! AGAIN!!! and she's crying, and had been for a while. (FYI: She breaks out when she cries) He has the nerve to say he's paranoid about having to take care of her! But he already had one other child...😒😑😐...like seriously? You've been through this already, grow a pair dude. I'm literally, 4 days out of the hospital, from giving birth and I'm more alert and attentive than he is! I have had far less than 10 hours of sleep, since August 24 (day before I gave birth) and he has the nerve to occasionally complain about being tired! Really dude?!!? I so would love for him to feel what I'm feeling right now!

Ok, enough about him. I need to head to sleep. Im completely frickin' tired/sleep. So, I'm going to sleep while I can. Night lovely ladies!!!😴 😍👶👧😘😴