Hey guys I'm back! Exactly one year since my last miscarriage and one week late for my period! Sore nipples, sicky…

@amyloux, yeah I know what you mean it was horrible id wish it on anyone. And it's don't mater weather your 3weeks 8months a baby is still a baby. Might be very very very small but it will grow and grow into a lovely baby. I lost my temper when people was saying it to me I lost it since then I haven't spoken to them lmao one of them was my mom... She wished my first dead she has never met my kids and never will. Yeah I was only 16 when I had my first and 18 went lost baby but 20 when j had my second yeah I'm younge but they are my babies I've been with my oh 5 years on and off lol. @jodiec, yeah it's hard re testing and worrying sometimes minds can play tricks to xxx

@jodiec I just really don't want to know I'm terrified! Thank you for the baby dust 😘

I hated testing after my losses I've had 4 before I fell with my first born I was 8 weeks before I tested 🙈 but honestly babe the worry never stops it's so hard to try and relax but I've got two healthy babies and 15 weeks left to meet number 3 fingers crossed sending you rainbow dust xxx

Omg 5 months! I dread to think what that would have been like I had a lot of hurtful comments from friends because mine "weren't actually a Baby" when I lost then (their words not mine) no matter how far or how old they were it hurts all the same. I really do hope so but I don't ever get my hopes up anymore. That's why I'm just gonna sit here and play dumb for a while lol @kiababy_xxxx xx

@amyloux, it's not silly at all. Don't ever think that you have been through it 3 times that's understandable it's a hard thing to go throw. I know it's only happened to me once but it's not the amount of times it still hurts and j still think about what could of been if that makes sense. I was nearly 5 months when I lost mine so it's hard... But I have two beautiful boys. This year is your year! Sending baby dust your way babe!💞xx

Hi @kiababy_xxxx thanks for your comment I appreciate it. I've had 3 so I'm very high risk which is why I'm refusing to find out for sure. I feel like if I don't know and something happens then it will be easier. I know that probably sounds silly. But I want to find out as late as possible so I can get through the danger stage kind of oblivious if that makes sence? Lol xx

@amyloux, any time after a miss period it will tell you. Sorry hear about your lose though babe! Breaks my heart reading them... I know how you feel but a year later I gave birth to my sec boy! So baby bust is sent to you babe! Good luck! Hope you get the answer you want. Here if you ever want to talk? ❤️❤️