You guys 😢I hate my FIL. I get this seething anger inside of me whenever he enters the room. If he…

You guys 😢I hate my FIL. I get this seething anger inside of me whenever he enters the room. If he speaks I am automatically annoyed. He is making my life so miserable that sometimes I just have to leave the room and cry. And those of you who know me even a little bit, I am a nice person. I love life, I love helping people. I literally don't hate anyone but this man. He's given us a place to stay which I am eternally grateful for, but I cannot help the way that I feel anymore. I have tried and tried for almost three years to ignore these feelings of hatred towards him. But the longer we live with him the more hate I feel towards him and I literally hate the way I feel right now. I just don't know what to do anymore.