Yesterday I was having one of my days. I'm not even going to front. Life is hard right now, and I can't help but think it is a little unfair. I mean I love my life don't get me wrong, but why is it so easy for a man to up and leave his own flesh and blood and leave the mother to pick up all the pieces on their own. You don't have to be in a relationship, but be there for the kids. I can't stand when guys say "she keeps them from me" because there is always away around it. Go to court fight for what's yours. Stop trying to manipulate everyone in your life to sympathize for you. Leaving everyone to believe I the mother of your children that I am so awful. I'm finally recovering from you, and still you decide to bring me down beat me down with your vendetta against me. Let love into your heart for once think about your kids......