So I've been thinking a lot and as much as I love my boyfriend, I want a girlfriend. Like I want to keep him and have both. But he's not okay with that. I just want to experience being with one. I fantasize about it all the time and idk what to do.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I've always dated men until I was single at one point and like you was always fantasizing about women. I dated one for 3 years and we even married. It's was deep, I got really caught up with the easy going lifestyle we lived. Eventually we separated and divorced because I was not fulfilled or happy with where our life was going. That fantasy is long gone lol
Just thought I'd share my experience...hope you find what your looking for