IDK what to do with my life no more. Alot of ppl don't understand that after everything that has happened I deal with depression and I don't have any help and I need help seriously but IDK how to get it I try hard to keep alot of stuff off my mind but nothing is helping and I don't wanna be in a mental please or locked down somewhere because ppl don't understand me I miss our kids alot and we can't even get visits with them and IDK what else to do I feel like I'm fucking everything up and everyone life up. I have nobody to talk things out because I always sound like I'm just being too much or talking to much or getting on everyone nerves with my problems and feelings. I just...... IDK....... Does somebody know of somewhere I can get help with depression etc. I'm not trying to ruin me or my husband life we already dealing with enough right now with the probation and I just need help because if I don't get it then I probably might end up running everyone off and fucking things up worst