My birth experience was the complete opposite of how I wanted it to go and I hold so much guilt. It just seems like it's one thing after another and I can't catch a break.
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@vamommy89, so sad, I barely remember much except waiting for them to take me back was the longest 30 min of my life. Our daughter was stuck in my pelvis and there was no way she was coming out. In the end having her here was worth it but I just wish it would have went differently. And now I'm dealing with my incision, part of it came open ☹️
@mommy.to.sterling, I don't remember a whole lot either. But babies are so worth it!
@vamommy89, it's the worse and it's one of those things that you can explain to people but unless they haven't went through it they don't truly understand
I wasn't able to "be there" when she was born because the epidural stopped working so I had to completely put out for my C-section, I didn't get to meet her till 2 hours after she was born and I missed everything.
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
@vamommy89, it helps a lot knowing that there are others that understand ❤️