Well we talked it out, we are officially not engaged and only in a "relationship" until I have the money to move me and my daughter out of here. Basically playing house til then because we live with his dad and his wife. It's all I asked for (besides our belongings) because otherwise I'd have to move in with a friend til I can afford to get us a place. Her household is too rambunctious for us and has ppl I don't know well constantly stopping by.
I'm just not happy living here nor was I happy with our relationship even before we moved in here. He tried his best and so did I but I cannot change or accept all the baggage that comes along with him. He won't even try to resolve it so I got to do what's best for me and our daughter. It sucks though because he was the only man that I've connected with so well. He is my best friend above all else, he knows me better than anyone, even my own mom doesn't know me like he does and losing that will be the most painful of all.