
We all did it even though we don't remember. At one point in our lives, we went from crawling all 4s to standing and walking on 2! But it didn't happen like magic, no it took time and patience. But it also took something more!
It took strength!
Yes, I hear you saying, of course, it took strength. But physical strength isn't what I'm talking about right now. I'm talking about mental strength! For as many times as a baby succeeds to stand there are probably about 4 to 5 times as many times where he fell. What astounds me that he will continue to keep trying to stand over and over and over again, dispite knowing that he might fall, now that has to be scary, I mean have you seen the way some babies fall?! Yet he keeps getting back up and trying!
So at what point in our lives do we stop fighting our fears and let them control us?!
Watching Owen through this process made me think about how scared I have been throughout my life and how many times I never did what might have been the best thing because I listen to my fears, and didn't try! I let my fears keep me caged for so long. It took becoming pregnant with Owen for me to start to face my fears and realize that I had greatness in me, despite being told otherwise through out my life! I fell a bunch of times and you know what? I'm still falling, BUT I'm getting right back up and because of that fall, I'm a little stronger! And guess what?! I'm standing, before you know it I'm gonna be walking and then running!
Now it's your turn and I'm here to help you!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

but first this is the test I got excited about, I
took it later yesterday morning at only 8dpo.
Did I get excited for nothing? :(
I didn't tell anyone other than preggie and hubby, I showed him the test and he was so happy it breaks my heart. Ik I still have a week before my period is even due so Ik If I was I'm very early but that negative this morning has me honestly crushed! what do you think by this test? what would you have thought? :(
What would you be thinking now if you got a neg the nex...


Thank you for loving me, teaching me strength and showing me pure innocent love. I feel lost, empty and broken - but in time I will be okay, because I know you're okay and at peace. Enjoy your fun in fields of flowers and endless laughter my sweet girl. Know that you have made an impact on the world more than anyone can see because you are truly amazing and I thank God for the time he has given us with you. I love you always and forever my princess Diana.
Rest in peace my sweet girl 👑👼💜💋
1/1/18-...
where are you
And what time is it⏰?
We took vows....I do not believe in remarried...to death do us apart... forever...no retry.... even if your wife or husband died or divorce. What do you think about this??