-Just needed to write/vent this out-
I cant stand the fear in my babies eyes of not being able to breath while hes vomitting. The pain, confusion, & scare gets my aniexty through the roof. As I sit there trying to keep calm telling him it okay, & so that my emotion of panic isn't felt by him. But after, behind that closed door. I just break down & cry. Wondering how this just developed in 2 short week with no other signs or symptoms prior to.
Reflux is no joke, & I just pray each night by baby will not being feeling this way for long. & that the switch of formula & being on liquid zantac makes a change for him, and that this is only temporary.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
My son was born with acid reflux and was in nicu from it, it stunted his growth so badly during my pregnancy with him and then for 6 months after, i took him to a pediatric gi doctor and he got put on omeprazole and we had to change his formula so it would work with his medication and his dairy allergy, it cleared up by the time he was 9 months. My pediatrician thought he would out grow it and he never did, to this day it has gone away but comes back occasionally so he on zantac for those days and on omeprazole when he gets really sick just so hes not throwing up from reflux and a virus. And reflux also weakens the infants immune system my son got pneumonia in october last year from it and was hospitalized but they never treated him because of his medical issues. Its hard its a long and stressful journey but if you need anything im here to talk about.