You can not love someone and hate someone at the same time. If someone loves you they will not do or say hateful things to you. They will cherish and appreciate you. They will think you are the most beautiful person in the world and wouldn't dream of doing anything to hurt you. When you love each other nothing or no-one else matter. That's the kind of love I dream of having. I do so much for everyone else it would be nice to have someone (other than my babies) to truly love, appreciate and cherish me. But for now I'll keep dreaming.