What a week I've had, my ex is still bothering me. Had two mental breakdowns about feeling worthless…

What a week I've had, my ex is still bothering me. Had two mental breakdowns about feeling worthless and about not getting anything done since I've moved in my house last December. Found out my family bad mouth me a lot. Feel pretty singled out here but on a positive note I've finally finished painting my house. I am getting a new fitted in kitchen and bathroom before Christmas hopefully. And I can now start buying household stuff to make my house a home instead of it looking like a bombs hit it.