Finally being able to hold my lil Lian after what seemed like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from was the greatest…

Finally being able to hold my lil Lian after what seemed like a nightmare I couldn't wake up from was the greatest feeling ever... during the pregnancy so many uncertainties and then when he was born he was taken straight to NICU.. I didn't even get a chance to kiss him or hold him until hours later that seemed more like days. So grateful and blessed to have this lil ray of sunshine in my life❤️ #mychristmasbaby #preemiebaby #newbornlove #thankyouGod