Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I'm going to a dance club tomorrow night. For the first time in my adult life ?. I'm really excited. What outfit should I wear?

Birth Plan Rant

I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

Some people I swear 🙄

I'm just going to sit here and shake my head at you. You are ridiculous. 🖐🏻

OMG!!! I'm pregnant with my second!!! 👶🏽👶🏽👶🏽 what am I going to do!!??