I'm trying to make my relationship work but it's hard. Like I know I messed up and he did too. But I'm getting impatient and want things to go back to the way they were before. Maybe it's to late or maybe I need to give it more time. I'm just I'm my feelings now. Idk what to do...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Is this a line??? Could this be my rainbow? Oh my goodness, I'm crying right now. AF isn't due until Friday so it's super faint. ☺
So I used my Doppler a few times today trying to find my baby's heartbeat. After a few failed attempts I think I finally found it! Problem is I don't know how to work my Doppler very well so I don't know how to pick up how many bpm there are. I guess I'm wondering that since I'm so early, is it possible for my baby's heart rate to seem a little "low"? Like its higher than my heart rate but when I recorded it on my phone it comes out to barely 98 beats or so and my heart was 80 beats in the recording. Am I doing it wrong or maybe because I'm still learning how to find it, it seems low? Maybe it's just hard for the Doppler to pick it up? I'm not worried because the heart sounded great I'm just curious about yalls opinions?
So I have a question...it's a little TMI but maybe someone has experienced it...I'm 38 weeks and 4 days and when I went to the bathroom...I realized that I'm swollen down there....😒 is that a sign of labor?
I am honestly in complete shock rn . Me & my bf really just broke up . & the sad part is I'm the one who did the breaking up . I've never seen him so upset . What did I do ? Like I can't even cry . I have no emotion . To know that I just broke up with my boyfriend who I supposedly loved so much . Maybe I didn't love him . Or maybe I couldn't love him the way he needed to be loved. idk all I know is I got tired of being a pain in his ass . I think it's for the best ... He'll find someone who appreciates him one day I just know I'm not that girl . I'm not the one for him . 💔
jenn.p.·
Мама двоих (5 лет, 13 лет), ждёт третьего
Yep I know how u feel.. he messes up but he doesn't see how he did but it hurts and when I'm alone I start to over think which I hate ugh!!!
🖤Loving My Boy's🖤·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 8 лет)
@oliviasilva48 you're welcome 😊 ok...
Olivia·
Мама сына (4 года)
@loving_the_mommy_life, thank you I'll message you
🖤Loving My Boy's🖤·
Мама двоих (7 лет, 8 лет)
That's how I feel about my relationship.... I pray things get better for you and your hubby... I am here if you want to chat... Message me 😊