I forgot how to drive. So since having a mental breakdown and now having such bad anxiety I can no longer drive. I get such bad anxiety attacks behind the wheel, even before I start the car. It's compulsive thoughts of the what if, what if I'm hit and we're his on one of the sides the kids is on, what if car seat malfunctions and doesn't protect baby as it should. What if I hit someone, what if I loose control of the wheel and drive off a cliff. It's such a hard strain on our relationship. Ive developed dependency on him and driving, I miss my independence but I can't stop the compulsive thoughts.i should also add depending on how bad the anxiety is and I take meds I become heavily sedated and then can't drive due to impairment. Oh and then I'm highly prone to mood swings and I can go manic at times and that's another fear since once I was almost in a car accident due to me driving in a manic episode. I hate life at times 😓