I really feel like I failed myself, my fiancé and Amir!! 😢
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I blamed myself when I lost my baby girl at 5 months pregnant for the longest time, but it's nothing you did and it's not your fault, I felt like Mt body betrayed me when I had my stillbirth, it definitely does take time to heal but if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm here for you again I'm so sorry for your loss
@shay2beautiful that wasn't your fault hun....but I understand you're going to feel a whole bunch of mixed emotions right now. Things will get better for you. Prayers.
@ninaberrygood15 I'm not sure but I just keep wishing that I can.
@shay2beautiful don't apologize. You have a right to be upset. It'll take time for you to heal.
You had no control!! You didn't fail honey.
@charmed040309 same but it's gonna take time. I'm not sure when I'll stop feeling like this. I feel so alone and empty and I cry every single day. Wishing that I can go back in time and change things. 😭
@shay2beautiful you're not a failure. This may be hard to hear, but I believe everything happens for a reason. Doesn't mean you're a failure just means God has something better for you
@juliaschade41 because I couldn't carry him to term.. My water broke so early. I just really feel like a failure and nothing more.
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
You're not a failure. Stop that. Sometimes things happen way beyond our control. It's a very painful situation, trust me you're not alone. We just have to trust that God's plan is the best plan. 💜