Y'all, I'm bawling. Samira was overly tired and cranky. She decided it'd be a good thing to scream, at 1 AM, and then chuck my phone at my face in tired anger. It busted open my nose (the bleeding just stopped, btw) and gave me a bruise covering most of my nose. I swatted her hands, laid her in bed, yelled at her telling her she was naughty, and left the room 😭 I started crying as soon as I cleaned up the blood, turned my ass around and went right back in to soothe her. She was whimpering, crying, and laid down with me when I came back in. She even kissed my nose, patted my face, and then held my hand 😭 I feel so bad for getting angry with her and leaving her like that. No sleep for me tonight....my emotions and nerves are going crazy Cuz of that 😭
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@s_r_z_15
Idk how I'm gonna handle it when my son starts doing things like that.. When I babysat for my aunt and my little cousin(1) would smack his 5 month old brother and she told me to swat his hands.. His lip would quiver and he would look so heartbroken and I had to go into another room to cry. It's so hard :(
@damiensmommy1117 Omg, yes. She has to learn it's not okay to throw things during a fit, and I always told myself I'd put a kabosh to that right away if and when it happened...but when I got faced with it and actually had to be a mean mom, I couldn't handle it. I swear, it hurt me more than it hurt her (minus the nose part...lol...that hurt pretty nicely). I couldn't handle it. My heart just shattered hearing her cry like that and seeing her face...
P.S. that's ice cream and sleep marks on her face.
@s_r_z_15 Awww, try not to be to hard on yourself. I too have to try to teach my baby boy that it's not ok to pinch but he's doing more as he gets older and my husband says it's nothing but when he pinches me I want to cry. 😭😢 And I have a big bruse after. Anyways, just know your not alone and us moms are here! Big Hugs 🤗 I'm here if you want to talk. 😊