Why do I keep having the same dream of me dying 😭 before my grandpa passed I had same dreams of him
That sucks. I don't have dreams about it, really. I just have fears of me and people I love dying all the time. And now since my daughter is born.... That fear has skyrocketed to a whole new level. 😭
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
If it makes you feel any better I've been having the weirdest dreams about my cousin being pregnant and I had the same before I found out I was