Mixed emotions at this point, dont want to be home all day. But the thought of going out sounds so exhausting..just…

Mixed emotions at this point, dont want to be home all day. But the thought of going out sounds so exhausting..just knowing I have to get my almost 18lb daughter in the car seat and carry her to the car makes me cringe. not to mention I'm due in 15 days, my bf does leave me the car that has A/c when he goes to work. My Belly is like half and inch from touching the steering wheel, and it's a stick shift and might I add the bounciest car ever!! I wished I had someone to drive me and baby around when we need to get out of this house!!