For as long as I could remember my mom has always body shamed herself. To being on diets to "oh I can't eat that" or "I'm just gonna eat salad today" and she still fucking does it to this day! It makes me so mad because, because of her I have dealt with eating disorders and hating my body my whole life! I remember being like 5 only eating salad for a whole day because I thought it would make me lose weight. I was fucking 5!!! I remember starving myself for the first time....I was in fucking FOURTH grade! It took me having a child to really start loving my body. It took me 9 months to make my child and I pray to god she never feels the way that I once did about her own body that my body created! I will do everything in my power to make her believe that she is Perfect in every way! I love my mother with all my heart but I'll be damned her ways ruins that 😒😒
You can't even blame your mom.. obviously, she has her own issues.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
Am I the only one who gets super fucking annoyed seeing certain people comment on shit? Like I'm so thankful she blocked me because she drives me up a wall. 😣😣 Why hasn't Shaneen32 been banned like her last account was! Lmfao
FTM problems...
So I've made it pretty clear that I want to buy my daughter her fist Halloween costume. Her babysitter/nanny keeps saying she wanted to make her one. I told her yesterday that I wanted to find her something that my SO and I could dress up as a family. So I told her I am going to get it. She just text me and said 'not trying to step on your toes but I bought her two costumes'. She does this all the time. Anytime I want to do the "first" things with her she immediately does it. It...
@livebreatheanna, yeah but if she didn't throw it out there I wouldn't be the way I was..I would never say how much I thought I was fat or hated myself in front of a child or even my own especially seeing that mental illnesses are hereditary.