For as long as I could remember my mom has always body shamed herself. To being on diets to "oh I can't eat that" or "I'm just gonna eat salad today" and she still fucking does it to this day! It makes me so mad because, because of her I have dealt with eating disorders and hating my body my whole life! I remember being like 5 only eating salad for a whole day because I thought it would make me lose weight. I was fucking 5!!! I remember starving myself for the first time....I was in fucking FOURTH grade! It took me having a child to really start loving my body. It took me 9 months to make my child and I pray to god she never feels the way that I once did about her own body that my body created! I will do everything in my power to make her believe that she is Perfect in every way! I love my mother with all my heart but I'll be damned her ways ruins that 😒😒