I really do miss being pregnant but I am done trying im done of trying and not going to try any more…
I really do miss being pregnant but I am done trying im done of trying and not going to try any more because every time i do i get all miss up on it and yet no baby i have had enough to the point of getting fix to where i can't have any more babies and i am trying to make up my mind and its just so hard because my want a third baby and i just can't deal with all the hurt that comes with my feelings getting hurt and no telling what it has done to my husband and i did not let him put his arm around me last night and i stay on my side of the bed and i just hope that with me giving up it don't happen because i am so very much done with all of this shit i cannot and will not go thru this and all and get my husband hopes up but he still wants to still try and i am like don't touch me and all because it will never happen again
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Maybe you just need more time
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
@beebaby i don't want to get hurt no more
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Pregnancy is a process and for some it doesn't just happen like that. Your body needs time to heal. Pregnancy is tough on the body. My kids are 3 years apart. No birth control or anything. The day I stopped trying is the day I got prego. It always worked that. Remove the stress, and relax. Trying should be fun, not stressful and hard.
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
@beebaby i thinking about getting fix
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Well that is your choice. Hope whatever decision you make you do with a clear mind and not anger. Even getting fixed is a process
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
I know dear and i have to have time to think about it and i don't want to hurt my husband
Brittany Kosin·
Мама двоих (3 года, 8 лет)
Stop actively trying but don't get fixed quite yet. Sounds like you're stressing yourself out way too much. Relax and just go with the flow. Maybe take a vacation just you and your husband.
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
@brittany.kosin i have already made a appointment with my obgyn to get fix. I am tired of the hurt
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I got my tubes tied during my 4th c-section on April 29, 2016 and I have experienced heartbreak from loosing identical twin angels 👼👼 to losing our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕 on in January of this year then I experienced another Rainbow 🌈 blessing 💕 lost in June of this year resulting in having a Emergency D&C and a emergency blood transfusion. Just relax mama @amanda_hixson3154, because although you think this is a permanent answer it may not be . I wish you nothing but the best
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
@smilingwithmyawesome4kids thanks so much my husband beat me up yesterday morning i left him
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Omg I am so sorry 😢 you experienced that @amanda_hixson3154, I offer a domestic violence group would you like to join?
Amanda hixson·
Мама двоих (1 год, 2 года)
@smilingwithmyawesome4kids i am okay
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Alright wishing you the best