I really do miss being pregnant but I am done trying im done of trying and not going to try any more because every time i do i get all miss up on it and yet no baby i have had enough to the point of getting fix to where i can't have any more babies and i am trying to make up my mind and its just so hard because my want a third baby and i just can't deal with all the hurt that comes with my feelings getting hurt and no telling what it has done to my husband and i did not let him put his arm around me last night and i stay on my side of the bed and i just hope that with me giving up it don't happen because i am so very much done with all of this shit i cannot and will not go thru this and all and get my husband hopes up but he still wants to still try and i am like don't touch me and all because it will never happen again