Sometimes I feel like I deserve better. But what if he's the one that deserves better

Please no negative comments, i get hes an ass and me and my kid deserve better

I don’t deserve my (deceased) daughter. I was told I need to specify.
AND
I don’t deserve my terminally ill father.
Cute.
I couldn't feel like worse of a person to be carrying a child. This baby deserves so much better than me.

Help please! I need a better fitting diaper...
Lol sounds like "its not you its me" but really it's them your just being considerate by not telling them their the reason your leaving haha