I'm really at my wits end with this boy. On top of this big belly, I'm feeling just some type of…

I'm really at my wits end with this boy. On top of this big belly, I'm feeling just some type of pressure which sucks. Got my purse and diaper bag in one hand and my son expects me to hold him, when I got enough! Like Jesus Christ man!! He got legs he needs to walk!!! It's so frustrating because it's me dealing with him only if no one else is around and now that his daddy isn't around ever cause he got things to take care of, it's like fuck who's suppose to help me. He's a mommys boy and it's a pain in my ass some days. Like just stop Jr. I can't keeep doing this ! I dread the days ahead when he gives me all these problems and Lily's already here. 😑